heh.

*pack up stuff*

*look around.. tears brimming at my eyes*

*walk one last round , taking one last look at the familar surroundings..*

yi yi bu she WOR.

*moving house lorry come liao...*

haha. ok lah. i want to change blog liao. how can i love blogging here when the photo limit is up. =p haha blogspot more perks lah.

http://www.xinzikickass.blogspot.com

support horrrrr.

went to school at 9am to attend AAA lecture.

had my fav. ban mian at canteen 2.

went with Peiyan and Eileen to orchard !

so happy.

1. shiny brown heels

2. brown belt

3. lacey shoes

4. satin clutch

5. pixie earrings

so happy lah. shopping just improves whatever mood u have.

heh.

Incident at Shop X

*eil browsing some tops and took a liking for one of the colourful ones.

Eil : eh, this one how much ah ?

Guy : $16 for one, BUT if u buy 2 pieces, it's 2 for $30 !!

*pause

*lunatic laughters.

eil den turned to me and say : wah lao leh ! save $1 only.

*lunatic laughters again.

HAHAHAHA.

well that shop used such a poor promotion gimmick. shlda be $18 each and $30 for 2 mah !

saw this white satin clutch.. woooooo.

peiyan n i fall in love with it when we saw it. and yeap, we bought the same one.

gd price. gd quality. and when we compare with other shops , it was much cheaper.

heh heh.

and saw Yanting. and she was selling the lacey shoes i like !

and 10% discount. so kind ! thanks wor !

heh. =p

went to workplace and collected my pay. and boss was so nagging. =p haha.

and cont. shoppin abit with the last purchase of the brown belt. HEH!

hah, during the whole journey, we were pretending to talk, and when B replies, A will say,"AIYA i not talkin to u lah. i toking to myself."

-_-" can laugh till mad being with yan. LOL. LOVE YA BITCH tho ure stupid.. =X

den py n i walked down to PS and headed home.

memoirs of geisha on thurs. woo hoo.

cheers ! the sun is like, finally

OUT.

it encourages my mum to hang out clothes on bamboo poles on full blast.

and so happy that the group and i do not have to take  long, secret paths to lecture theatre just to hide away from the rain.

and not to get drenched. ;D

and a good reason not to bring umbrella.

heh heh.

i want to change blog liao lah.

oh and today we did IEF project presentation. had lotsa pointers from the previous group. thanks chenfeng n grp !

stayed at blk 56 to do up slides while bitchin about ppl. and laughin away. lol.

supposed to go out with peiyan to cut her rapunzel-freakin long n nice curls. but her sis had not reached home yet and she decided to wait for her.

so i headed home. ;D

seeing all the workload that's headin my way now, i can only sigh.

and there's work tmr.

boss say a celebration after work. for what purpose, i don't know. but just enjoy. heh heh.

11.30pm now.

...

i must sleep early..

yest was jermaine birthday !

happy birthday friend !

met up with weishu and kelly @ convention center after EC test. as their friend was in the singing comp for School of Engineering. and i heard her friend got second. way to go! heh. saw her performance and yes, it deserved a second prize.. ;D

we went to marche. and okay, it was my first time there.

dun laugh !

haha. it was like havin dinner @ cold storage. as in, all the choice of food from pizza to salmon.

and yes, i had my fill on fresh oysters and salmon. HE HE! weishu, kelly, melissa, ian and of coz, jermaine was there too..

been 3 years since i last saw melissa. she changed a lot. but somehow, the feel of friendship is gone as i tried pathetically to make some friendly conversation. haha.

we went seperate ways after the dinner.

went chilling with weishu n kelly too..

n susu headed to my house to stayover aft tt!

today had IS Lesson on Green Vision at 8am. i was on time.

but the rain. so horrible man!

lesson was at block 81. and ya, i din know the way. haha. so i walked practically round the whole campus, hoping 81 suddenly pop up. haha.

so when i finally found the class, it was 8.30 alr!

the tutor is a malay. very very very ncie person i must say.. he speaks well and very sacastic at it too.. haha.. and told us lotsa stuff ... his interest - the environment..

.... and lesson ends at 9.30!!!!!! haha. so early lor!

i headed to print my notes and had lunch with liyin. home and took a nap @ 1pm..

haha.. felt so re-generized alr.

went to meet ruijie at redhill.. den we took train to sengkang.. haha. there was this new report on this guy who flashed his trophy" to his neighbour for all morning. lol. and police were called in. guy arrested.

den opposite the seat to us. was this 2 stranger. one of em is around 30? balding case and the other one is a 19 yr old guy readin the paprer. lol. and the 30yr old one started talking to him abt the report. lol.

and the wacky ruijie wanna take lrt. lol. so we went to explore the routes.

reached fiona's grandpa's funeral.. had vegetarian food there for dinner.. and aft dinner.. we were all chatting and laughin away like lunatics. haha.

we were tryin to dig some secret fr ruijie's laptop.. haha.. and askin him lotsa personal qns.. and he answered us so honestly and dunnoe y, we keep laughin n laughin. lol.

left at 7 and rj n i walked to sk station. i went to compass pt.. and headed to look for kiddy palace staff.. a place whr i used to work. say hi to some of the staff.. and Xiaomei, my ex-supervisor . finally got married to her bf whom they been dating for centuries. haha.

and i took a lil sovernir.. it's a lil photo with them in it.. ;)

took 161 back to woodlands.. and den to bp..

argh.

i hate the rainy weather.

i hate to wake up so early daily.

i hate to be alone.

haha.

wad m i toking.

I WANNA GO NITE CYCLING!!!!! ANY GUYS INTERESTED!!!! BECOZ WE ALR GATHERED A GRP OF GIRLS!!!!!! AND IT WOULD BE UNSAFE IF IT'S ALL GIRLS!!!!!

I WANNA GO WATCH MOVIE .. MEMOIRS OF GEISHA!!!!! ANYONE INTERESTED!!!

day started off fine. till i rcvd a sms from fiona.

coz i can feel her smile fading away. be strong ok. u know he dowan 2 c u sobbin away. let him see u smile and he can leave peacefully.

her grandpa had passed away.

* a minute of silence *

shld be going down on thursday.

ok. i passed AAA Test. And they penalized DAMN SERIOUSLY for mistakes.

Cliffords complains,"wah lao, i nv put bracket, they deduct 4m away!"

haha. oh well.

had pmkt tutorial too.

with the old fart again. he jus makes it a point, and with all his effort, to spoil our day!

every single monday of every single week.

dumb old fart.

hahahaha.

A Date with a Vampire II ending was chao lame. =/ crap.

cny coming le. Source of income, operating activities. =p

heh heh heh.

got attracted to a somebody a lil while back .

but okay, over a conversation, got to know that he already havin a liking for a girl.

maybe he reads this blog. and maybe not.

ok. maybe just a crush. my heart was a lil stirred when i talked to him.

and ever so eager to see him online.

so i could ask how his day was. or juz crap the day away.

and for peiyan.

may everything be fine.

and u bitch, u know i'll be there for u. ;)

just like u being there when i was at the lowest point.

love u.

omg. omg. omg...............

went to the market to check my account balances just now.

super rude shock..

coz i always tried to maintian a minimal $1000 in my bank..

and durin dec i spent a lot...

now... is

alr...

OH MY GOD...

i gotta really get down 2 it. stop spending..

argh..

aaa paper. was easy i guess. =D

went to chinatown with dear eileen and peiyan.

eileen was laughin so hard on the joke ,"Shen, shen shen, PEIYAN ZUI BAN! " (save, save, save, Peiyan is the BEST! ) haha.. tt shop n save commercial ya? coz we were tryin to find the fastest way to Chinatown at the lowest cost as Eil did not get concession.  

and she keep laughin like hell.

reach chinatown and we walked around..

bought a nice tube from OG. ;D

melonseeds - 1kg. haha. if u know me, u wont be surprised tt i love melon seeds. and yes, that MUCH.

some toiletries from Guardian.

butterfly clip.

and the BUY OF THE MONTH!! haha.. a cheongsam top. and in white. Yanz bought in black.. ;D

and gettin tt top was so troublesome.. we tried, find it too ex. decided to go to the market to check it out.. was raining now and then.. and the tired and strained poor us.. and we decided to get it @ the same shop. wahaha.

something new for the chinese new yr. my Ah ma will be so pleased.

on the way home, was on the bus.. i thought i saw him. but well, after confirmation later on, it wasn't him.

what if it was, what if it weren't? i dunnoe. my legs dun wanna get down the bus to check it out.

but oh well, it wasnt him @ all. haha.

i was so guai today tt i cleaned out my closet.

haha..

welcome the new new year..

are we havin steamboat @ kaifong hse ??? =DDDDD

sat will be going to fatt's hse.. to c one mth old bb kristen.. ;D i will be bringin my cam.. =D but i cant post pics here.. over the limit of blogdrive..

aha.. maybe changin to blogspot la. but it's all in chinese lol.

i wanna watch wallace n gromit!!

okay. reached school at 1.30 for the paper.

sat down. rcvd the test paper. International Economics n Finance. eew.

i flipped thru. eww ewwwwww..

"name the 16 countries present at the East Summit this December"

"What is CHOGM, APEC, FTAA?"

haha. for APEC - i wrote Aluminium Producing Export Countries. which the answer is supposed to be Asian Pacific Economy Countries.

as i reasoned with myself, OPEC is Oil Producin Export Countries.

hoho. haha. and i heard from Yanz that Liyin wrote for the question " WHO ".. she wrote

WORLD HEROINE ORGANISATION. ;D

so im not too bad after all =x

and so many mcq and true/false question that was so difficult. and not even helpful by eliminating other answers.

yay. can go for retest. -.-

omg omg omg.

and stupid NP planner.

i salute u.

tests right after the lovely xmas, new year.

exams right aft chinese new year.

thanks so much.

dun let me see u in school. =x

rahhh!

haha

thanks for telling me that u had seen the changes in me. i really appreciate that.

u are right. i had been trying very hard to be happy or rather pretending to be happy. just because i dowan 2 tink too much abt the past. i dowan.

and that had caused changes in me too. i had changed to someone very different from the past. i'm scared that i will forget who i used to be. yes, maybe tt breakup did caused alot of changes in me, like nich say, i put too much feelings inside.

nich is right too. i already lost the original me once i broke off with anson.

yeah, i know there's definitely to be changes. but i'm afraid tt i cant keep track. i really want to be happy. i dowan 2 look back, think back..

it was a very happy memories for me. yes. i will keep tt memories close.

thanks peiyan n nicholas for being frank with me.

i will be happy, yes. but in only the real way. no more pretending, acting a strong front. i will slowly find the real remedy to being happy.

and i will find back the old me, with better changes. relationships moulded us to what we are today.i know, to find back the old me, is out of the question.

but i will try my very best to change into someone who is really

happier.

happier.

happier.

happy 2006 everyone.

firstly... *drum rolll....*

HAPPYBIRTHDAYTOMYNO.1BESTFRIENDINTHEWORLD, DUWEISHU!

got the girl a simple gift. heh. woke up at 3 and prepared to head down to sengkang. with the fried rice ordered from my place. haha. no joke lor. all the way from bukit panjang to sengkang. haha. couldn't catch a cab. so save the money and took bus to woodlands. and den bus to sengkang. ohmygod. haha. but for the bdae girl only ah! haha.

there were all her poly friends there. so we kept busy gossiping and screechin away. was so excited. have to pretend to give calls to her to check where is she, so that we could get our plans out.

and 7pm we were all in our hidin places waiting to attack Weishu with our sprays, streamer poppers.. and the cue was, "NI HUI LAI LE AH!" by her mama.

haha. it all happened so fast and streamers were all over her hair and clothes. haha. she went to change and came out for food with us. brownies, smoked duck, bbq chix, fried rice, tau suan, tidbits.. oh god. sinful. haha.

den it was cake cutting time.. cake bot by J from Awfully Chocolate. haha. nice yea. not that chocolately that u will feel sick from. haha. yeah. and stayed till around 11pm.

when we were about to leave, bdae girl said,"eh! before u leave, i got something to give u all!"

and it was a lil candy boxes for everyone with a "thank you" msg. which means.

SHE KNOWS ABOUT THE SURPRISE ALL ALONG.

haha. sheesh. so cailing n i decided to return that favour back.

i asked for cakes to eat on the way home. and dear bdae girl got em for me. haha.

and ...... while she was not looking..............

*SMASH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

haha. and i smeared the leftovers on her face to ensure cake is not wasted. :D

den we headed home.

took nr6 and transferred nr3 home.

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isn't it fast huh.

in less than 20 hours, it would be 2006.

a yr, 365 days had flew by so fast.

in 2005, i had entered year 2. i had survivied semester 1. i had moved house. i had survived a breakup. i had changed. i had got to know more people who coloured my life. i had a great 19th birthday celebration. i had seen friends thru breakups with their loved ones. i had worked part -time. i had cried for the most durin the lowest point of this yr. i had found back friendship with him. i was allowed to stay out late @ nite. i had seen Baby Kristen coming to the world. i finally had broadband. lol. i went to bbdc and took course halfway. so many things had happened.

2006. chapter 19. i want it. it must be.

a happier one.

for u too, my friends. =)